Thursday, August 13, 2009

Ungrateful Bitch.

The other day me & Alf got into an argument. We were at Razor's Pearl ridge & he was buying earrings, then saw this UGLY $50 necklace & insisted he had to get it. When I say ugly- it definitely is. Looked like some Mardi Gras $5 shit for FIFTY bucks ! I told him you better not fucking get it that is such a waste of money and you'll look so fuckin stupid wearing it blah blah. Its embarrassing. And then he told the guy "Ok ill get it." OMG I was sooo pissed. I left the store and didn't answer any of his calls for a good 30 minutes then I saw him walking around the damn mall. I tried to act like I didn't know him- but that didn't work out well. We argued in the car. He insisted how greedy I am, that I'm being a big bitch, acting immature, and what the fuck is my problem. He gives me most of his money, and he bought that with what he had to himself. He kept telling me he buys me whatever in the world I want even when he thinks its ugly & So what If he wants a $50 necklace. Etc. Etc. & Its his decision. & I cant tell him what to buy. Blah Blah. It all was true. How can I argue with what he buys himself, when he spends more money on me & the baby- out of his own will. I guess that's one of the good things about him. I realized it quickly. And felt very sorry. Its a quality I'm thankful for, I knew it for a while. He made me feel bad with everything he was telling me and I felt like an ungrateful spoiled bitch. I'm still sorry about it. That's how dum I was acting, & this was the first time we had a big argument in a while. & It was my fault. I guess it was my hormones.

But the necklace is still very ugly. Like I'd even feel embarrassed about him wearing it.

Silence entered the car. Then I heard the question, "Are you hugry?"
Of course he knows I'm always hungry. But at the rate of idiocy I felt- I replied, "NO"

5 minutes later, hes like- I know your hungry tell me what you want to eat. I didn't speak. He named out places I liked and I finally decided to stop being stubborn and said yes. Hahaha.

This day made me realize a lot:) Lol. I teach him so much about the types of ladies there are in this world- about quality & what matters & here I am being a total kid.

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